Saturday, November 7, 2009

Time to let out some steam

Which is why i created this Blog in the first place i suppose..

Not sure why people continue to think that I value their opinion.
Especially since they know I don't like them/talk to them/give a shit what they do. What is the point in causing drama that I don't have the energy or time for, drama is so pathetic and immature. I would like to make it very clear that you and your insigificant opinions do not mean anything to me. I couldn't care less what you thought of me nor what you tell your pathetic little friends about me. You are all clones of eachother anyways, it's just like dealing with one HUGEEE person i suppose.
I have some lovely, close friends whos opinions mean the world to me and therefore i do not care/have space for yours in my life.

I suppose people walk in and out of our lives so quickly, but at the same time, if they are willing to leave in such a rush maybe their presence is pointless to acknowledge in the first place. Sure the time they were there was awesome and you cared for them, but it's when they leave/why they leave/if they leave which proves to you if they were ever worth it in the first place. Perhaps they left a little scratch on the surface of your life, deep enough to remember them and their face clearly 10 years from now, which is a wonderful excuse to miss them dearly. But in saying that, they leave without saying goodbye sometimes, they run so fast you didn't even notice they left for at least a few days or the worst; they leave for a shitty reason. Regardless, they are gone and even when you try to redeem what has happened and start your friendship/what ever realationship you had fresh, it blows up in your face. This happens so often to people everywhere, in all differant forms, some obvious, some very discrete. Which ever form it occurs in, it still sucks.
I wish people could start appreciating things such as friendship and loyalty.
As oppose to "this hot bitch said this and this is what happened". God this pointless bullshit is irritating as all hell.
When you open your eyes and see that this entire time that person you have fucked over has been doing nothing but treating you well, i hope you feel the guilt. I really do hope that it makes you feel shit. Because if you don't feel anything, they you will never understand. If you don't feel shit, you aren't human, you're a heartless empty body without a conscience. When someone reachs out to you, acknowledge them and their efforts. Do not ignor it or look down upon it.
I hope you realise, how ever long it takes you to, i hope you realise that you are being stupid, i hope you realise that you are being immature, i hope you realise that you are loosing out on someone who has done nothing but try to make you happy.

We disregard the idea of appreciation so much, we forget that it exists. Little do we know that it is the one thing that keeps us sane. Keeps us from the greed that eats up half the people on earth.
Who ever you thank, wether it be god, your parents, luck or even yourself, be sure to understand what you have, count your blessings and compair yourself to the people that have little to appreciate.

If you are even reading this, you are one of the luckiest people on earth. Why? It means you have the internet, which connects to a computer, which connects to a power supply, which means you have electricity to electrify what? Your house, the one with the roof and carpet, the one equipt with a television and a warm bed, the one that holds your fridge which contains not just food, but your favourite kind of food.
We are so incredibly blessed with material things, but even more blessed with other things like friendship and the ability to love and hurt.

Why are you throwing away/disregarding your friendships? Why is the glass always  "half empty". Humanity today, so incredibly ungreatful , so blind. I hate the world and even more so the people that live on it.

This rant has drifted into another so i think i might wrap it all up and conclude.

Open your eyes, see what is real.

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