Hi,
My computer is so broken. It's the worst.
Nothing new has happened, bored ofmy job, bored of some people, bored of confusion and bored shitless of Perth. I can't wait to get out.
I feel like chillin' with Rhys, he's too chilled. I love it
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
rain
Holey shit,
I do believe there is water falling from the sky. I am so incredbily happy. This hot weather was starting to get the better of me, actually managing to put me in a shit mood. But it's much cooler today and this rain is ever so beautiful! I miss winter too much.
I hope it stays cool for a few more days, at least enough for me to get a little taste of winter.
I'm all rugged up and about to leave to go walk to joondalup and get myself a soy caramel latte. Yumm!
Only thing that could make this whole situation better is Patty coming to get Caramel Lattes with me n_n
I miss him, lots!
Love
B.
I do believe there is water falling from the sky. I am so incredbily happy. This hot weather was starting to get the better of me, actually managing to put me in a shit mood. But it's much cooler today and this rain is ever so beautiful! I miss winter too much.
I hope it stays cool for a few more days, at least enough for me to get a little taste of winter.
I'm all rugged up and about to leave to go walk to joondalup and get myself a soy caramel latte. Yumm!
Only thing that could make this whole situation better is Patty coming to get Caramel Lattes with me n_n
I miss him, lots!
Love
B.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
male vocalist.
I am currently looking for a MALEMALEMALE vocalist who has a wide vocal range to sing for Lachlan and I in our acoustic 'to-be' trio. Style is Indie but obviouly open for suggestions. If you play an instrument aswell that is deffinatly a plus, so let me know!
The genre is Indie, but to be a little more specific..
-There are going to be large amounts of jazz components so a lot of the chord progressions, riffs and the whole “lay out” will be heavily influenced by jazz. We are hoping to incorporate this into our own style so no, it will not be completely jazz. Once Lochie and I put a few videos/songs (without vocals!) up you can get an idea. Also when we all (that being Lochie, me and you!) jam you can also see what we are going for. If this goes how we hear it in our minds, it should be freakin’ sweet.
Specifications:
Sounds like..;
If you haven’t heard these bands, click those links and have a listen.
We are looking for someone who has a similar voice/the same vocal range as..
Chris Decinque (Vocals) / Mansur Zennelli (guitar and vocals) – Closure In Moscow
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=48876901
Jonny Craig – Dance Gavin Dance.
Keep in mind, Jonny Craig is their OLD vocalist. So youtube his stuff if you want to hear.
Obviously, this is incredibly specific and people with talent as raw as those ^ are very difficult to find. But even if you don’t sound like them, but you think you have a different/recognizable voice then still message me. It’s hard to specify vocals, but that is the sound we are going for so that is a sort of “guide-line” as to what we would prefer.
male;
I could not emphasize this any more. Please, ladies, I do not care how talented you think you are, telling me will get you no where. We specifically want a male vocalist because neither of us like female vocalists. So unless you got yourself a set of dick’n’balls then I don’t want you messaging me/telling me how amazingly talented you are. It is getting incredibly frustrating replying to messages/phone calls and explaining myself over and over. I have clearly specified MALE in all of the bulletins, so please just don’t bother unless you are a dude.
Commitment/maturity;
Please, if you are not the kind of person willing to put in all of your effort and a lot of your time into this band, do not waste our time. We want someone who will show up and make the time for jams and really make this high on their priority list. To make this work will take a lot of rehearsals, patience and practise. We don’t want someone who is going to fuck around and not take it seriously. Obvious it’s not going to be like working, of course we are going to have a shit load of fun getting this together and being productive. But I am sure you understand what I mean. Things like not coming to jams off your face on what ever. We want someone mature enough to respect the band and the fact that we want this to work out.
Lyrics;
Yes, we expect you to help us write lyrics. It is not our strong point. We need the help that we are hoping you have to offer. Obviously, we will contribute as much as possible but at the end of the day, we are expectant of you to write a lot of the lyrics because as I said before, it’s not our strongest point. Also, we don’t want to write about bullshit. Music is very important to Lochie and I, we do not want to sing about “fit bitches, hoes and money”. We don’t want every single song to be about ‘loveeeee’. Real things that interest us and you! Things that incorporate with your personality as an individual. We aren’t here to make music people want to hear, we are here for make music that we enjoy and that people choose to listen to.
Personality;
If you are boring…don’t bother. Everyone is different, we each have our own little spark and different things that make us tick. We want you to incorporate you into your
music! We want a fun person who is willing to throw in all of their ideas and contribute everything they want to.
Looking back, that seems like a hell of a lot and way to specific. But in reality all we want is someone who is real and comfortable being themselves (which isn’t hard at all), can help write lyrics and has a different voice/sounds like the bands listed.
If you feel/know someone who fits most if not all of the above criteria please add or message me. I’m not a bitter person, there is no way in hell I am going to snap at you. We take everyone/everything into consideration and we are willing to hear what you have to say. It is difficult finding a decent male vocalist, let alone with the specifications we have set. I know it seems a bit full on but like I said before, it’s not really that much (apart from the vocalist sound..that is a little difficult).
Remember that we don’t just want someone who can sing, we obviously all need to get along as well, hence the personality thing. Please get back to me if you are interested or know anyone who might be.
Love From,
Bianca.
i have a new email; biancas.labyrinth@live.com.au
The genre is Indie, but to be a little more specific..
-There are going to be large amounts of jazz components so a lot of the chord progressions, riffs and the whole “lay out” will be heavily influenced by jazz. We are hoping to incorporate this into our own style so no, it will not be completely jazz. Once Lochie and I put a few videos/songs (without vocals!) up you can get an idea. Also when we all (that being Lochie, me and you!) jam you can also see what we are going for. If this goes how we hear it in our minds, it should be freakin’ sweet.
Specifications:
Sounds like..;
If you haven’t heard these bands, click those links and have a listen.
We are looking for someone who has a similar voice/the same vocal range as..
Chris Decinque (Vocals) / Mansur Zennelli (guitar and vocals) – Closure In Moscow
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=48876901
Jonny Craig – Dance Gavin Dance.
Keep in mind, Jonny Craig is their OLD vocalist. So youtube his stuff if you want to hear.
Obviously, this is incredibly specific and people with talent as raw as those ^ are very difficult to find. But even if you don’t sound like them, but you think you have a different/recognizable voice then still message me. It’s hard to specify vocals, but that is the sound we are going for so that is a sort of “guide-line” as to what we would prefer.
male;
I could not emphasize this any more. Please, ladies, I do not care how talented you think you are, telling me will get you no where. We specifically want a male vocalist because neither of us like female vocalists. So unless you got yourself a set of dick’n’balls then I don’t want you messaging me/telling me how amazingly talented you are. It is getting incredibly frustrating replying to messages/phone calls and explaining myself over and over. I have clearly specified MALE in all of the bulletins, so please just don’t bother unless you are a dude.
Commitment/maturity;
Please, if you are not the kind of person willing to put in all of your effort and a lot of your time into this band, do not waste our time. We want someone who will show up and make the time for jams and really make this high on their priority list. To make this work will take a lot of rehearsals, patience and practise. We don’t want someone who is going to fuck around and not take it seriously. Obvious it’s not going to be like working, of course we are going to have a shit load of fun getting this together and being productive. But I am sure you understand what I mean. Things like not coming to jams off your face on what ever. We want someone mature enough to respect the band and the fact that we want this to work out.
Lyrics;
Yes, we expect you to help us write lyrics. It is not our strong point. We need the help that we are hoping you have to offer. Obviously, we will contribute as much as possible but at the end of the day, we are expectant of you to write a lot of the lyrics because as I said before, it’s not our strongest point. Also, we don’t want to write about bullshit. Music is very important to Lochie and I, we do not want to sing about “fit bitches, hoes and money”. We don’t want every single song to be about ‘loveeeee’. Real things that interest us and you! Things that incorporate with your personality as an individual. We aren’t here to make music people want to hear, we are here for make music that we enjoy and that people choose to listen to.
Personality;
If you are boring…don’t bother. Everyone is different, we each have our own little spark and different things that make us tick. We want you to incorporate you into your
music! We want a fun person who is willing to throw in all of their ideas and contribute everything they want to.
Looking back, that seems like a hell of a lot and way to specific. But in reality all we want is someone who is real and comfortable being themselves (which isn’t hard at all), can help write lyrics and has a different voice/sounds like the bands listed.
If you feel/know someone who fits most if not all of the above criteria please add or message me. I’m not a bitter person, there is no way in hell I am going to snap at you. We take everyone/everything into consideration and we are willing to hear what you have to say. It is difficult finding a decent male vocalist, let alone with the specifications we have set. I know it seems a bit full on but like I said before, it’s not really that much (apart from the vocalist sound..that is a little difficult).
Remember that we don’t just want someone who can sing, we obviously all need to get along as well, hence the personality thing. Please get back to me if you are interested or know anyone who might be.
Love From,
Bianca.
i have a new email; biancas.labyrinth@live.com.au
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Last Day
Today was my very last music lession at LJBC.
I can't even express how upset I am.
From the Left;
Calvin, Josh, Max, Andy, Jarrad, Calvin, Sarah, Danni, Gemma, Sean, Me, Lochie, Brooke, Cass.
I love you guys, so, so much.
I feel so blessed to have been able to spend 2 years in a music class filled with the most completely individual, talented, kind-hearted and amazing people ever!
No one will ever compair to you all.
I miss you unconditionally.
I can't even express how upset I am.
From the Left;
Calvin, Josh, Max, Andy, Jarrad, Calvin, Sarah, Danni, Gemma, Sean, Me, Lochie, Brooke, Cass.
Me and Lochie, last Jam at school.
I love you guys, so, so much.
I feel so blessed to have been able to spend 2 years in a music class filled with the most completely individual, talented, kind-hearted and amazing people ever!
No one will ever compair to you all.
I miss you unconditionally.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
meet your meat
I'm sure you have all seen that on youtube before, if not, youtube it right this second!
I can't even explain how sick the world makes me sometimes. Why do we play dumb, act so oblivious to the inhumane slaughter system. The things that go out behind closed doors has been revealed ever so slightly and even still we continue to lead our lives guilt-free.
Watch this short video:
http://www.hsus.org/farm/news/ournews/veal_investigation_110209.html
You can't tell me that doesn't make you sick. They treat animals as though they are objects with no feelings.
If you aren't prepaired to be a vegetarian or vegan, at least buy the best animal/animal-bi products you can. Give it a try, it honestly is not that hard.
Stop trying to convince yourself "it's not really like that, or at least, not in Australia".
It happens everywhere, all around the world, every second of the day and saying that won't make change.
Start making some life style changes and make a differance.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Time to let out some steam
Which is why i created this Blog in the first place i suppose..
Not sure why people continue to think that I value their opinion.
Especially since they know I don't like them/talk to them/give a shit what they do. What is the point in causing drama that I don't have the energy or time for, drama is so pathetic and immature. I would like to make it very clear that you and your insigificant opinions do not mean anything to me. I couldn't care less what you thought of me nor what you tell your pathetic little friends about me. You are all clones of eachother anyways, it's just like dealing with one HUGEEE person i suppose.
I have some lovely, close friends whos opinions mean the world to me and therefore i do not care/have space for yours in my life.
I suppose people walk in and out of our lives so quickly, but at the same time, if they are willing to leave in such a rush maybe their presence is pointless to acknowledge in the first place. Sure the time they were there was awesome and you cared for them, but it's when they leave/why they leave/if they leave which proves to you if they were ever worth it in the first place. Perhaps they left a little scratch on the surface of your life, deep enough to remember them and their face clearly 10 years from now, which is a wonderful excuse to miss them dearly. But in saying that, they leave without saying goodbye sometimes, they run so fast you didn't even notice they left for at least a few days or the worst; they leave for a shitty reason. Regardless, they are gone and even when you try to redeem what has happened and start your friendship/what ever realationship you had fresh, it blows up in your face. This happens so often to people everywhere, in all differant forms, some obvious, some very discrete. Which ever form it occurs in, it still sucks.
I wish people could start appreciating things such as friendship and loyalty.
As oppose to "this hot bitch said this and this is what happened". God this pointless bullshit is irritating as all hell.
When you open your eyes and see that this entire time that person you have fucked over has been doing nothing but treating you well, i hope you feel the guilt. I really do hope that it makes you feel shit. Because if you don't feel anything, they you will never understand. If you don't feel shit, you aren't human, you're a heartless empty body without a conscience. When someone reachs out to you, acknowledge them and their efforts. Do not ignor it or look down upon it.
I hope you realise, how ever long it takes you to, i hope you realise that you are being stupid, i hope you realise that you are being immature, i hope you realise that you are loosing out on someone who has done nothing but try to make you happy.
We disregard the idea of appreciation so much, we forget that it exists. Little do we know that it is the one thing that keeps us sane. Keeps us from the greed that eats up half the people on earth.
Who ever you thank, wether it be god, your parents, luck or even yourself, be sure to understand what you have, count your blessings and compair yourself to the people that have little to appreciate.
If you are even reading this, you are one of the luckiest people on earth. Why? It means you have the internet, which connects to a computer, which connects to a power supply, which means you have electricity to electrify what? Your house, the one with the roof and carpet, the one equipt with a television and a warm bed, the one that holds your fridge which contains not just food, but your favourite kind of food.
We are so incredibly blessed with material things, but even more blessed with other things like friendship and the ability to love and hurt.
Why are you throwing away/disregarding your friendships? Why is the glass always "half empty". Humanity today, so incredibly ungreatful , so blind. I hate the world and even more so the people that live on it.
This rant has drifted into another so i think i might wrap it all up and conclude.
Open your eyes, see what is real.
Not sure why people continue to think that I value their opinion.
Especially since they know I don't like them/talk to them/give a shit what they do. What is the point in causing drama that I don't have the energy or time for, drama is so pathetic and immature. I would like to make it very clear that you and your insigificant opinions do not mean anything to me. I couldn't care less what you thought of me nor what you tell your pathetic little friends about me. You are all clones of eachother anyways, it's just like dealing with one HUGEEE person i suppose.
I have some lovely, close friends whos opinions mean the world to me and therefore i do not care/have space for yours in my life.
I suppose people walk in and out of our lives so quickly, but at the same time, if they are willing to leave in such a rush maybe their presence is pointless to acknowledge in the first place. Sure the time they were there was awesome and you cared for them, but it's when they leave/why they leave/if they leave which proves to you if they were ever worth it in the first place. Perhaps they left a little scratch on the surface of your life, deep enough to remember them and their face clearly 10 years from now, which is a wonderful excuse to miss them dearly. But in saying that, they leave without saying goodbye sometimes, they run so fast you didn't even notice they left for at least a few days or the worst; they leave for a shitty reason. Regardless, they are gone and even when you try to redeem what has happened and start your friendship/what ever realationship you had fresh, it blows up in your face. This happens so often to people everywhere, in all differant forms, some obvious, some very discrete. Which ever form it occurs in, it still sucks.
I wish people could start appreciating things such as friendship and loyalty.
As oppose to "this hot bitch said this and this is what happened". God this pointless bullshit is irritating as all hell.
When you open your eyes and see that this entire time that person you have fucked over has been doing nothing but treating you well, i hope you feel the guilt. I really do hope that it makes you feel shit. Because if you don't feel anything, they you will never understand. If you don't feel shit, you aren't human, you're a heartless empty body without a conscience. When someone reachs out to you, acknowledge them and their efforts. Do not ignor it or look down upon it.
I hope you realise, how ever long it takes you to, i hope you realise that you are being stupid, i hope you realise that you are being immature, i hope you realise that you are loosing out on someone who has done nothing but try to make you happy.
We disregard the idea of appreciation so much, we forget that it exists. Little do we know that it is the one thing that keeps us sane. Keeps us from the greed that eats up half the people on earth.
Who ever you thank, wether it be god, your parents, luck or even yourself, be sure to understand what you have, count your blessings and compair yourself to the people that have little to appreciate.
If you are even reading this, you are one of the luckiest people on earth. Why? It means you have the internet, which connects to a computer, which connects to a power supply, which means you have electricity to electrify what? Your house, the one with the roof and carpet, the one equipt with a television and a warm bed, the one that holds your fridge which contains not just food, but your favourite kind of food.
We are so incredibly blessed with material things, but even more blessed with other things like friendship and the ability to love and hurt.
Why are you throwing away/disregarding your friendships? Why is the glass always "half empty". Humanity today, so incredibly ungreatful , so blind. I hate the world and even more so the people that live on it.
This rant has drifted into another so i think i might wrap it all up and conclude.
Open your eyes, see what is real.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Agreed.
Tonight me and Adele hit up "curraz kent" to see that Chirstmas Carol movie. It was actually really good although, there were many parts that actually scared us, let alone the little 2 year olds that were running around the place. Not only was the movie itself great, but we also watched in in 3D which of course, made it all the more better. Apart from the movie, the other parts were average. For example the ATM machine being a real ass-hole and charging me and adele 3 dollars every time, or that race car game that has a far too sensitive steeringwheel and when you loose, not only does it steal your dignity by displaying in large, bold, bright coloured font "YOU LOOSE", it also eats your money and allows the winner to play another game.
During this movie, Adele and I decided that as of next year every second tuesday will be our "movienight", where we go watch any movie that is on, even if it is shit because the chances are we would have seen everything half decent already.
Tomorrow i have work and then assignments...how exciting.
I can't wait to move into our new house & get a new job, hopefully not food related..
Good ol' boosty is getting boring.
Night
x
During this movie, Adele and I decided that as of next year every second tuesday will be our "movienight", where we go watch any movie that is on, even if it is shit because the chances are we would have seen everything half decent already.
Tomorrow i have work and then assignments...how exciting.
I can't wait to move into our new house & get a new job, hopefully not food related..
Good ol' boosty is getting boring.
Night
x
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
sevendays
It is a meer 7 week days until i have finished at my current school forever. I have the most amount of mixed emotions, ever! Very sad to leave my music class, even more keen to start fresh in a new place filled with new people & better facilities. Hopefully I have a semi-decent music class, if not I shall just return back to my current school.
The days, minutes, seconds will drag until I am finished forever. Although, music always seems to go to fast! Everyone in that class has such a unique personality, honestly the best people there. I can't even explain how comfortable i feel around them. Considering my stage fright is horrible and very strong, the fact that i can play infront of all of them is amazing. Of course, i still get incredbily scared before i do, but i love the peace at mind knowing that they are listening with hopeful ears and understanding it for what it is.
I strongly doubt that even half the people in my new school will be as amazing as this small bundle of people.
I will miss them so much.
The days, minutes, seconds will drag until I am finished forever. Although, music always seems to go to fast! Everyone in that class has such a unique personality, honestly the best people there. I can't even explain how comfortable i feel around them. Considering my stage fright is horrible and very strong, the fact that i can play infront of all of them is amazing. Of course, i still get incredbily scared before i do, but i love the peace at mind knowing that they are listening with hopeful ears and understanding it for what it is.
I strongly doubt that even half the people in my new school will be as amazing as this small bundle of people.
I will miss them so much.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
From Deep Within
Hi, Folks!
My friend is currently recording his first EP with his band From Deep Within. It Makes me so happy to know he is doing what he loves. Although the process seems to be draining him quite a bit, i have no doubt in the world that their EP will be anything less than mind-blowing. Patrick is such a talented musician and I love seeing him so happy with their result so far! Deffinatly check out their band and listen to their EP once it's all finished. You should support this band why? Because I can assure you that you will not be disappointed with what they have to offer.
Patrick and from what I know the rest of the band are a bunch of amazing guys! And all incredibly talented.
They have my support and I am sure they will be more then greatful to have yours.
http://www.myspace.com/fromdeepwithinband
(L)
My friend is currently recording his first EP with his band From Deep Within. It Makes me so happy to know he is doing what he loves. Although the process seems to be draining him quite a bit, i have no doubt in the world that their EP will be anything less than mind-blowing. Patrick is such a talented musician and I love seeing him so happy with their result so far! Deffinatly check out their band and listen to their EP once it's all finished. You should support this band why? Because I can assure you that you will not be disappointed with what they have to offer.
Patrick and from what I know the rest of the band are a bunch of amazing guys! And all incredibly talented.
They have my support and I am sure they will be more then greatful to have yours.
http://www.myspace.com/fromdeepwithinband
(L)
Boys will be Boys.
I am a little annoyed, not sure why. It may be that I just saw something that really pushed my button, or the fact that it is too fucking hot. Regardless I am annoyed and need to take it out on someone, that someone, is Mr. Keyboard.
Yesterday, I had a little tiff with a friend about the amount of male friends I have. The little details he drew from my life, the insignificant things that have been generalized really pissed me off. I grow tired of explaining myself to anyone who asks the question "why do you have some many friends, that are boys?"
Here a nice big ol' fat answer for those who ponder on this fucking stupid question.
Lets get a little sexist.
We all know girls can bitch, we all know girls are very good at it. They know how to fight dirty. They do not go for your face with fists, they go for your heart with words. It's a discusting generalization for me to make, huh? But I am yet to meet (other than adele) a decent amount of girls that are not like that. Why all the secrets? Why not tell them why you don't like them or hell, shut the fuck up and not say anything at all?
Girls are bitchy, very few girls have any self-respect now adays, girls lack loyalty and seem incapable of sustaining a friendship. So many girls bitch about me for unknown reasons and I don't find out for the longest time. The last time a male had a problem with me, he yelled it from a distance and we had a face-to-face argument. Compair the two? I would much rather have these immature, preppy girls come up to me and scream down my throat the reasons they hate me so much. Even though these reasons are generally unethical because it's the "way she dresses" or "why she stares at us funny". For the last time, I AM HALF ASIAN, my eyes do this naturally folks! Anyways, girls are so sly, boys are mostly upfront. This is obviously very breif and there are a few specific people that you can single out and are differant. But on the whole this is what they have been raised to be like. There is little to no chance of a significant change.
Boys? Regardless of wether they have a dick or not doesn't phase me. Boys have that loyalty thing, I rarely have any sort of issue with two-faced boys because there just doesn't seem to be any. If girls were as upfront and honest as boys were, i would happily befriend them all! But they just aren't. Perhaps it's not their nature.
Don't get me wrong, i try to be friends with girls but i just don't seem to like them and they just don't seem to like me.
I don't go out of my way to make more male friends then female friends, that is just how things have turned out i suppose. I have no intention of taking friendship any furthur than what it is...A FRIENDSHIP. This is no secret way to get in their pants or to seem "cool". I couldn't care less if you called me a "slut", because if you already made that assumption, then you are the exact person i have blogged about in the past and therefore your opinion means shit-all. Those who have actually considered what i am trying to say, you must be the most open minded people on earth. So sick of answering this dumb-fucking question. How about you get over the fact that i have male friends, stop using it as an excuse for things to dislike me for and stop asking other people about it. This is just for the people who actually read this to know that I am not the most lady-like person, I don't agree with the expectations that women and men are expected to reach/follow. Who says the men can't raise the kids? Who says a woman belongs in a kitchen? We are human, that's the only expectation that should be reached by us. We are all differant, we just have various ways of hiding it. Stop following the norms of the world! They are fucked up! Made in the 1800's, we have grown, we are educated we are smarter than to think these norms are correct. If you are still living in the past, thinking that girls should be friends with girls and only befriend a male in hopes of a relationship then, wake up?
My best friend Darren, MALE.
He has stuck around for almost 4 years now and we have never once had a fight? Why? Because he doesn't bitch, lie, backstab. I have had many failed FEMALE bestfriends that have done all of those things and then some.
In reality, no one likes to be fucked over. I am careful with my friend choices and I don't throw the word friendship around like it is nothing. If my friends are mostly male, so be it. It should not concern you or interest you. It is my choice who i befriend and my choice who i dispise. Your imput doesn't matter because you aren't me. You won't ever see things the way i do, you won't ever feel what i feel. You are you and I am me.
This is the most immature blog i think i have ever posted, but regardless it very, very breifly answers that question. So please don't ask me it again in your life time. Or i'll bite your head off.
Yesterday, I had a little tiff with a friend about the amount of male friends I have. The little details he drew from my life, the insignificant things that have been generalized really pissed me off. I grow tired of explaining myself to anyone who asks the question "why do you have some many friends, that are boys?"
Here a nice big ol' fat answer for those who ponder on this fucking stupid question.
Lets get a little sexist.
We all know girls can bitch, we all know girls are very good at it. They know how to fight dirty. They do not go for your face with fists, they go for your heart with words. It's a discusting generalization for me to make, huh? But I am yet to meet (other than adele) a decent amount of girls that are not like that. Why all the secrets? Why not tell them why you don't like them or hell, shut the fuck up and not say anything at all?
Girls are bitchy, very few girls have any self-respect now adays, girls lack loyalty and seem incapable of sustaining a friendship. So many girls bitch about me for unknown reasons and I don't find out for the longest time. The last time a male had a problem with me, he yelled it from a distance and we had a face-to-face argument. Compair the two? I would much rather have these immature, preppy girls come up to me and scream down my throat the reasons they hate me so much. Even though these reasons are generally unethical because it's the "way she dresses" or "why she stares at us funny". For the last time, I AM HALF ASIAN, my eyes do this naturally folks! Anyways, girls are so sly, boys are mostly upfront. This is obviously very breif and there are a few specific people that you can single out and are differant. But on the whole this is what they have been raised to be like. There is little to no chance of a significant change.
Boys? Regardless of wether they have a dick or not doesn't phase me. Boys have that loyalty thing, I rarely have any sort of issue with two-faced boys because there just doesn't seem to be any. If girls were as upfront and honest as boys were, i would happily befriend them all! But they just aren't. Perhaps it's not their nature.
Don't get me wrong, i try to be friends with girls but i just don't seem to like them and they just don't seem to like me.
I don't go out of my way to make more male friends then female friends, that is just how things have turned out i suppose. I have no intention of taking friendship any furthur than what it is...A FRIENDSHIP. This is no secret way to get in their pants or to seem "cool". I couldn't care less if you called me a "slut", because if you already made that assumption, then you are the exact person i have blogged about in the past and therefore your opinion means shit-all. Those who have actually considered what i am trying to say, you must be the most open minded people on earth. So sick of answering this dumb-fucking question. How about you get over the fact that i have male friends, stop using it as an excuse for things to dislike me for and stop asking other people about it. This is just for the people who actually read this to know that I am not the most lady-like person, I don't agree with the expectations that women and men are expected to reach/follow. Who says the men can't raise the kids? Who says a woman belongs in a kitchen? We are human, that's the only expectation that should be reached by us. We are all differant, we just have various ways of hiding it. Stop following the norms of the world! They are fucked up! Made in the 1800's, we have grown, we are educated we are smarter than to think these norms are correct. If you are still living in the past, thinking that girls should be friends with girls and only befriend a male in hopes of a relationship then, wake up?
My best friend Darren, MALE.
He has stuck around for almost 4 years now and we have never once had a fight? Why? Because he doesn't bitch, lie, backstab. I have had many failed FEMALE bestfriends that have done all of those things and then some.
In reality, no one likes to be fucked over. I am careful with my friend choices and I don't throw the word friendship around like it is nothing. If my friends are mostly male, so be it. It should not concern you or interest you. It is my choice who i befriend and my choice who i dispise. Your imput doesn't matter because you aren't me. You won't ever see things the way i do, you won't ever feel what i feel. You are you and I am me.
This is the most immature blog i think i have ever posted, but regardless it very, very breifly answers that question. So please don't ask me it again in your life time. Or i'll bite your head off.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Are we all honestly that blind?
The amount of odd looks i recieve each day is amazing. People actually stare, judge and assume things about me based on my appearance. A single glance in my general direction and they know my deepest, darkest of secrets! It is so silly to think that you "know" someone based on what you physically see. Wether it be who they are with, what they are wearing, their posture or the look on their face.
Are we all honestly that blind?
I could not care less of what the general public thought of me, chances are your opinion is infected. Infected with this ever growing disease. It will completely take over and control your mind, to the point where everyones got it and it seems...normal? It's socially acceptable to betray, bitch about, judge, be rude and lie to humans. We are living, breathing creatures that have unexplained feelings and emotions. For one human to tamper with anothers is mind blowing. To think another equal can completely change how you feel, the way you see things, the way you act. People open your eyes, be yourself for a little while. Stop following the incorrect social norms. Be a little nicer, give a little back. Enough with selfish attitudes and judgemental minds.
You take a general look, a nice skim of the modern day youth. Look at them, squirming. What social ladder are they climbing? 12 year olds that are having sex, 13 year olds that are doing drugs. Makes me sick, makes me beyond sick. How can we stand around and not only accept/agree with this, but encourage it?
We don't try to stop it, we live our lives allowing this to happen, watching the self-respect of young girls and boys slip away so quickly. I won't tell a little girl it's okay for being naked on the internet, i won't tell a little girl it's normal. Set some sort of example, or at least be true to yourself. At the end of the day the only person left disappointed and discusted will be yourself.
Look what we have become. Look what we have created.
Are we all honestly that blind?
I could not care less of what the general public thought of me, chances are your opinion is infected. Infected with this ever growing disease. It will completely take over and control your mind, to the point where everyones got it and it seems...normal? It's socially acceptable to betray, bitch about, judge, be rude and lie to humans. We are living, breathing creatures that have unexplained feelings and emotions. For one human to tamper with anothers is mind blowing. To think another equal can completely change how you feel, the way you see things, the way you act. People open your eyes, be yourself for a little while. Stop following the incorrect social norms. Be a little nicer, give a little back. Enough with selfish attitudes and judgemental minds.
You take a general look, a nice skim of the modern day youth. Look at them, squirming. What social ladder are they climbing? 12 year olds that are having sex, 13 year olds that are doing drugs. Makes me sick, makes me beyond sick. How can we stand around and not only accept/agree with this, but encourage it?
We don't try to stop it, we live our lives allowing this to happen, watching the self-respect of young girls and boys slip away so quickly. I won't tell a little girl it's okay for being naked on the internet, i won't tell a little girl it's normal. Set some sort of example, or at least be true to yourself. At the end of the day the only person left disappointed and discusted will be yourself.
Get some self-respect, get your head straight and pin your eyes open until you see this is distroying our youth. I'm sick if seeing meer children run around in mini-skirts, singlets with boobs out. Put your junk away and save it for someone who wants to see it. You embaress me, you put shame on yourself. You are nothing but skum, looked down upon by the sane. You don't need a kiss and cuddle or someone telling you "baby, it's okay, it's okay". You need to wake the fuck up and get a slap in the face. No bullshit.
You're all the bloody same. I wont sway my opinion to fit yours and i won't change myself to be "like" you. So stop judging me as though I am strange or wrong, stop doing it to eachother.
We are all infected, we are running out of precious time.
Look what we have become. Look what we have created.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Op-shopping
Currently at my best friends house, about to retire into the cinema room to watch some films.
This is actually one of my favorite things to do. Movies with my best friend. The screens so big it's like we are there! 8)
Tomorrow, Adele and I will rise early to catch the early bus to the train-station. Where we will catch the early train to get into the city early. We plan on spending the whole day getting on random buses to get to different op-shops all over the place!
I am excited to get new clothes, but way, way more excited to spend the day with my best friend! Feels like we haven't done anything like this in ages!
I love her >.<
(L)
This is actually one of my favorite things to do. Movies with my best friend. The screens so big it's like we are there! 8)
Tomorrow, Adele and I will rise early to catch the early bus to the train-station. Where we will catch the early train to get into the city early. We plan on spending the whole day getting on random buses to get to different op-shops all over the place!
I am excited to get new clothes, but way, way more excited to spend the day with my best friend! Feels like we haven't done anything like this in ages!
I love her >.<
(L)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
awesome.
So one of the "situations" i was in that i have been talking about for ages is fixed. It feels so awesome having this weight lifted off my shoulders. This once constant bourden is goneee! And as a result i have maintained two amazingly amazing best friends and i am currently in the best mood ever.
The two people above, are the best people in the world. And i love them both dearly.
i miss you!
It's coming close to the end of my school year and all that i have been thinking about is what I am leaving behind. I have the most amazing music class in the world. It's a room filled with the most genuine/talented people you could ever meet. Leaving a place where I am so at home, so accepted, so comfortable is going to be incredibly difficult. Music is such a personal thing, something that only the writer can truely understand and explore. You could tell a life story in a song and no body could have a clue what you were writing about. A song you interperate could be a complete paradox to what you thought it was. In my music class, we all have the opportuiny to do this together, we all talk about things that each of us understand and can totally relate to. It makes performance (which is an incredibly difficult thing for me; due to my stage fright) so much easier. Next year is so serious, everything is examined and pulled to peices to give me some sort of grade that is ment to get me to uni. Moving schools now, to a new music class was a horrible idea. I hate the fact that i have to step out of my comfort zone and try to work my way back into it. I honestly cannot see it working out at all. I am deffinatly considering staying at my current school for that class and that class only.
Not being able to see Lochie everyday is going to kill me! We have theeeee best jams and our music just meshs so well together like a vegan pee bee and jay sandwhich. I no for a fact there is zero chance of finding someone nearly as awesome as lochie and an even lesser chance of me finding someone i can jam with so comfortably. He is easily one of my closest friends and i will deffinatly make sure our bands succeed to the best of our ability.
This is Lochie, a.k.a the best person ever.
Not being able to see Lochie everyday is going to kill me! We have theeeee best jams and our music just meshs so well together like a vegan pee bee and jay sandwhich. I no for a fact there is zero chance of finding someone nearly as awesome as lochie and an even lesser chance of me finding someone i can jam with so comfortably. He is easily one of my closest friends and i will deffinatly make sure our bands succeed to the best of our ability.
This is Lochie, a.k.a the best person ever.
Considering my school is a hell-hole, there are actually some pretty amazing people there. 90% of which are in my music class. It will be hard leaving because obviously there are some people that i know i wont see out of school. This new school I'm going to, I'm not even keen on anymore. I have to move there completely alone and start from scratch. I hate the idea of being so completely uncomfortable. And to be honest, I am quite a socially awkward person, deffinatly not the c00l3$t k1d 0ut.
Unfortunatly there is no way i can stay at my current school which is what i really want to do.
Anywayssssssssss, going to play guitar now.
(L)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
expectedsuprise
It's weird how you can completely read someone, map out their every move, their every answer, their every choice. Regardless, it still comes as a shock every single time. I expect people to disappoint because that's what the human race is good at. It's what we do best. But it seems it is still just as disturbing, still just as stomach churning just as horrible every time. It is one of those things you can try to prepair yourself for, but you can never be ready, one of those things that is always terrifying and never gets any easier regardless of how many times we go through it.
It is such a shame that they are all so similar, but our optimism seems to get the better of us each time. Looking past all the flaws that are so obviously displayed. We are either too nice or too nasy. When is there the pefect balance to be able to suss out a person properly without these significant mistakes.
Things like this make me feel litterally sick. I feel my stomach turn to shit every time something like this happens. I think it happens when pure hatred mixes with hope. It's like drinking a gallon of milk, then a gallon of apple juice. The two just don't go. It's just not healthy.
I wish everyone was just honest all the time, just themselves all the time. Not so many people that "beat-around-the-bush", be straight to the point. Avoid unnessesary confusion. Avoid problems getting worse.
I remember, this one kid said to me that I shouldnt think of him in the way i think of all the other people that have done the same thing. Which is stupid, why are you an exception? What makes you so incredibly differant and so important that you get a differant way out of a sticky situation. Choices are made and people are forgotten, it's very simple. There is no human better than another. We are all the fucking same in the end. I have no reason to change my thoughts or ways for one person. If i did then there would be no let-downs, just differant shitty problems that I am forced to think are okay.
It is 3:46 AM, and I know that i wont be getting any sleep. But i am going to lay down and have a think for a while.
(L)
It is such a shame that they are all so similar, but our optimism seems to get the better of us each time. Looking past all the flaws that are so obviously displayed. We are either too nice or too nasy. When is there the pefect balance to be able to suss out a person properly without these significant mistakes.
Things like this make me feel litterally sick. I feel my stomach turn to shit every time something like this happens. I think it happens when pure hatred mixes with hope. It's like drinking a gallon of milk, then a gallon of apple juice. The two just don't go. It's just not healthy.
I wish everyone was just honest all the time, just themselves all the time. Not so many people that "beat-around-the-bush", be straight to the point. Avoid unnessesary confusion. Avoid problems getting worse.
I remember, this one kid said to me that I shouldnt think of him in the way i think of all the other people that have done the same thing. Which is stupid, why are you an exception? What makes you so incredibly differant and so important that you get a differant way out of a sticky situation. Choices are made and people are forgotten, it's very simple. There is no human better than another. We are all the fucking same in the end. I have no reason to change my thoughts or ways for one person. If i did then there would be no let-downs, just differant shitty problems that I am forced to think are okay.
It is 3:46 AM, and I know that i wont be getting any sleep. But i am going to lay down and have a think for a while.
(L)
SAW VI
Today was a horrible day at work. Luckily it was improved when me and Darren decided to go to the 9:15 screening of SAW 6! Again, it was gorey as anticipated. I suppose if you are into that stuff, it will not fail to impress. Bloody and guts aside, the story line confused the shit out of me. Maybe i missed one of them? Anyways, i was so confused the whole time. It didn't help having Darren crack the best funnies during the entire film. Honestly, not the best movie i have seen, but i suppose if you have some sort of sick fettish it may be just the movie for you!
I always think about the people that write these movies, think up the carefully hand-crafted machines used to kill the victims. What goes through these peoples heads? What do they ponder on to make them create these weaponds, even though they are fictional. It is such a scary thought.
Might watch some sort of 'pick-me-up' film....hmm..
Anchor Man it is.
Gotta' get me some RON!
(L)
I always think about the people that write these movies, think up the carefully hand-crafted machines used to kill the victims. What goes through these peoples heads? What do they ponder on to make them create these weaponds, even though they are fictional. It is such a scary thought.
Might watch some sort of 'pick-me-up' film....hmm..
Anchor Man it is.
Gotta' get me some RON!
(L)
Friday, October 23, 2009
Wonderful Evening
Hiii,
I actually had a really good night, tonight. Chilled at Jacks place and watched Lord of the Rings and that odd hooker movie that i didn't quite follow. Regardless, he is wonderful company, finnaly wasn't thinking about all the other crap that's going on at the moment. I need many more nights like tonight. So chilled and distracting. All of this other "stuff" has really been bothering me so i thank god for Jacks existance.
Not sure why this pointless bullshit is bothering me or why I still ponder over it all the time. Feels like until some changes are made it will continue to shadow me. I suppose at the end of the day I am the one left to make the decision of what I really want. People are too stubborn, too selfish. What do I want? I can either stand ground, leave this situation with a decent reason. Or stick around and wait for it to happen all over again. The correct answer seems to damn obvious. But the decision is still incredibly hard, still endlessly unhealthy, still a burden. Not sure what is going to help me make up my mind, or what is going to help make things a little clearer. But I feel pressured to make a choice fast, it must be the right one, no mistakes.
I have work bright and early tomorrow, but considering my constant confusion there will be little to no sleep taking place tonight. I can't wait for this shit to be over, I just can not wait. Still unaware of that the out come is going to be, I think I can rest assured knowing that there will be some sort of relief. Some huge weight lifted off my shoulders. The idea of this situation being gone is amazing. I crave it. It is so close, too close.
Now it's just me and my own company, the worst kind of company. No Jack or strange d.v.d to distract me and keep me smiling. I think I might force some shut-eye, see if my body decides to let me rest for the first time in a long time.
(L)
I actually had a really good night, tonight. Chilled at Jacks place and watched Lord of the Rings and that odd hooker movie that i didn't quite follow. Regardless, he is wonderful company, finnaly wasn't thinking about all the other crap that's going on at the moment. I need many more nights like tonight. So chilled and distracting. All of this other "stuff" has really been bothering me so i thank god for Jacks existance.
Not sure why this pointless bullshit is bothering me or why I still ponder over it all the time. Feels like until some changes are made it will continue to shadow me. I suppose at the end of the day I am the one left to make the decision of what I really want. People are too stubborn, too selfish. What do I want? I can either stand ground, leave this situation with a decent reason. Or stick around and wait for it to happen all over again. The correct answer seems to damn obvious. But the decision is still incredibly hard, still endlessly unhealthy, still a burden. Not sure what is going to help me make up my mind, or what is going to help make things a little clearer. But I feel pressured to make a choice fast, it must be the right one, no mistakes.
I have work bright and early tomorrow, but considering my constant confusion there will be little to no sleep taking place tonight. I can't wait for this shit to be over, I just can not wait. Still unaware of that the out come is going to be, I think I can rest assured knowing that there will be some sort of relief. Some huge weight lifted off my shoulders. The idea of this situation being gone is amazing. I crave it. It is so close, too close.
Now it's just me and my own company, the worst kind of company. No Jack or strange d.v.d to distract me and keep me smiling. I think I might force some shut-eye, see if my body decides to let me rest for the first time in a long time.
(L)
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sleeping Sickness:Gerascophobia
I hate sleeping. As relaxing as it is, i feel as though it is hours and hours wasted. I'm paranoid that i am wasting my time. Considering I'm incredibly gerascophobic it makes sense i suppose, maybe that's what started my insomnia oh, so long ago? Too much on my mind, nothing on my mind at all, things to do, things i could be doing, laying down, standing up, completely conciousness, unconcious;utterly oblivious, production; progress. So many thing's i would rather be doing and so much precious time wasted.
I love the idea of slipping away from relaity for awhile, but i prefer to do that when I'm alive. I prefer to escape my own way, by writing, listening or playing music, reading, painting. All these things are all i need to get "my own time". I wish the body did not need sleep in order to function;if it didn't i would be away 24 hours a day,7 days a week.
The things I could get done in the "eight hours" of sleep i should be getting is unreal. I stay up for as long as i can, sipping on green tea, writing music and what ever else I feel like. Generally something productive; and the house is painfully silent. Makes working on every aspect of my songs alot easier. No distractions because everyone is dead.
I couldn't care less if anyone read this, or it was me typing to myself. I enjoy writing, feels much better seeing what I'm thinking and feeling as oppose to painting a picture far to big for my own good, in my own mind.
I've currently got some Dallas playing, some green tea and my music theroy book. It is quite a lovely array of things i have here, so I am going to go and enjoy them all.
(L)
I love the idea of slipping away from relaity for awhile, but i prefer to do that when I'm alive. I prefer to escape my own way, by writing, listening or playing music, reading, painting. All these things are all i need to get "my own time". I wish the body did not need sleep in order to function;if it didn't i would be away 24 hours a day,7 days a week.
The things I could get done in the "eight hours" of sleep i should be getting is unreal. I stay up for as long as i can, sipping on green tea, writing music and what ever else I feel like. Generally something productive; and the house is painfully silent. Makes working on every aspect of my songs alot easier. No distractions because everyone is dead.
I couldn't care less if anyone read this, or it was me typing to myself. I enjoy writing, feels much better seeing what I'm thinking and feeling as oppose to painting a picture far to big for my own good, in my own mind.
I've currently got some Dallas playing, some green tea and my music theroy book. It is quite a lovely array of things i have here, so I am going to go and enjoy them all.
(L)
Insignificance and disappointment.
Hiiiii for the second time today n___n. Brace yourself for a negative rant about bullshit.
Just playing guitar in my room and realized I'm struggling to write. I have been distracted by a few situations lately and I have come to the realisation that there is no point because they are incredibly insignificant.
I am far to young, far to inexperianced to have those "permanent" people in my life. Regardless of what role they play wether it be current best friend, biggest crush or worst enemy they all seem so irrelivant to what i really want. I'm sure within the space of 2 years i will go through a bunch of people i thought i could turst and call "friends", a few relationships and alot of pointless hatred. It means nothing, the chances are i wont ever speak to nor remember these people. I highly doubt they will even scrape the surface or leave a mark on my life which i am still yet to live. This pathetic "teenage" drama and bitching is a complete joke in the sense that you are wasting your time talking about people or getting upset over what someone has said about you, whos name you wont recall in a few years or even months.
But in saying that, there are a few people who have stuck around for longer than a few days, weeks, months and more than tough situations, who i can call friends. Maybe in time i wont know them either (which is an horrid, scary thought), but for now i will only call the people closest to me, my friends. I think the only person i can safetly call my best friend is Darren. Not sure wether it's the long time we have been friends, or the fact that we have never had a disagreement or even the fact that we are almost the same person. Regardless; he has been a real amazing person in my life and it is his and only his opinion that i will ever take into consideration. As for the rest of them, acquaintances at most, i still appreciate them, but when it comes down to something incredibly significant the only people i will need are the ones closest to me already.
Not sure what it is, maybe I'm just scared of being constantly disappointed? Or maybe my expectations are too high? Considering the living-scum that inhabit this world, i shouldn't be expecting anything to great. I think after a while we all start to realize that being let down shouldn't be a big deal. Being let down should be expected. I don't like the idea of having people walk in and out of my life; or having people let me treat them to the best of my ability and in return be treated horribly. People continuously discuss their hatred for "fake" people. Yeah, we all wear some sort of "mask" sometimes, but maybe that's not the fake we should all be focusing on? Maybe we need to see the kind that is so fake, it is all the more real. The once incredibly genuine and pure were never really like that. We are just oblivious to the flaws in which they have maintained the intire time. We are constantly searching for someone to make a differance in our lives, someone for support, someone to love, someone for a laugh, anyone. I think I need to wake up and see past what is always on display. Where are all the "real" people? They are incredibly hard to find, most people now are only more advanced, more creative, more complex versions of the people we are today; selfish, ignorant with a touch of constant confusion.
Either way, these "situations" are distracting me from what is really important. My music and my future. So now this is off my chest, perhaps i can stop seeking answers and just come to terms with the reality of it all.
(L)
Just playing guitar in my room and realized I'm struggling to write. I have been distracted by a few situations lately and I have come to the realisation that there is no point because they are incredibly insignificant.
I am far to young, far to inexperianced to have those "permanent" people in my life. Regardless of what role they play wether it be current best friend, biggest crush or worst enemy they all seem so irrelivant to what i really want. I'm sure within the space of 2 years i will go through a bunch of people i thought i could turst and call "friends", a few relationships and alot of pointless hatred. It means nothing, the chances are i wont ever speak to nor remember these people. I highly doubt they will even scrape the surface or leave a mark on my life which i am still yet to live. This pathetic "teenage" drama and bitching is a complete joke in the sense that you are wasting your time talking about people or getting upset over what someone has said about you, whos name you wont recall in a few years or even months.
But in saying that, there are a few people who have stuck around for longer than a few days, weeks, months and more than tough situations, who i can call friends. Maybe in time i wont know them either (which is an horrid, scary thought), but for now i will only call the people closest to me, my friends. I think the only person i can safetly call my best friend is Darren. Not sure wether it's the long time we have been friends, or the fact that we have never had a disagreement or even the fact that we are almost the same person. Regardless; he has been a real amazing person in my life and it is his and only his opinion that i will ever take into consideration. As for the rest of them, acquaintances at most, i still appreciate them, but when it comes down to something incredibly significant the only people i will need are the ones closest to me already.
Not sure what it is, maybe I'm just scared of being constantly disappointed? Or maybe my expectations are too high? Considering the living-scum that inhabit this world, i shouldn't be expecting anything to great. I think after a while we all start to realize that being let down shouldn't be a big deal. Being let down should be expected. I don't like the idea of having people walk in and out of my life; or having people let me treat them to the best of my ability and in return be treated horribly. People continuously discuss their hatred for "fake" people. Yeah, we all wear some sort of "mask" sometimes, but maybe that's not the fake we should all be focusing on? Maybe we need to see the kind that is so fake, it is all the more real. The once incredibly genuine and pure were never really like that. We are just oblivious to the flaws in which they have maintained the intire time. We are constantly searching for someone to make a differance in our lives, someone for support, someone to love, someone for a laugh, anyone. I think I need to wake up and see past what is always on display. Where are all the "real" people? They are incredibly hard to find, most people now are only more advanced, more creative, more complex versions of the people we are today; selfish, ignorant with a touch of constant confusion.
Either way, these "situations" are distracting me from what is really important. My music and my future. So now this is off my chest, perhaps i can stop seeking answers and just come to terms with the reality of it all.
(L)
Shitty Music Performances
Hiiii,
Just before everyone thought my school could not get any worse, they whip out the concert bands.
Not only are we FORCED to be in them but we have to play the worst music. I like classical, jazz and blues music, but we do this horrid kind of "cheap-swing" that makes your ears bleed. I got to play 4 Jazz chords today...it was beyond exciting?
I am so lucky that Lachlan Robbinson is in my music class, he is the best person you will ever meet in your life. His talent is beyond me. I am totally dreading next year for a few reasons; but the main one is that whilst I'm off to a new school, he stays at my current school. Music class without Lochie is a pointless and wasted. Not sure who i am going to have awesome jams with now but regardless no one could ever compair to him! Luckily we are in two developing bands together, so i deffinatly will still see him. But considering i have music 4 days a week, that leaves me a short 8 lessions left with him until the end. Didn't realize that even though most people at my school are complete douchers, there are some really amazing people who i will miss dearly. Sounds odd because i can see them out of school, it's not like I'm moving countries. But the majority of the time, we are at school. Alot of my memories will be from school and i would much rather share it with them than with anyone else. Anyways, today Lochie played me the song he wrote me for my birthday, it was easily one of the best gifts i recieved. It was written so well and played perfectly.
Speaking of gifts..I'm deffinatly more of a sentimental-gift loving person. Out of all the stuff I recieved, the best would be a wonderful letter from the great, Patrick Gengler, who i love more than words! The song Lochie wrote me which was amazing, a pair of pointy shoes i ranted about and wanted for yonks from Dee and a box of some of my favourite things from Adele.
To be honest, i didn't want anything at all for my birthday, but since these people are very persistant in gift-giving they did a more then wonderful job in getting the perfect things.
Anyways, to sum things up. Lochie is the best, i hate school and write me something.
(L)
Just before everyone thought my school could not get any worse, they whip out the concert bands.
Not only are we FORCED to be in them but we have to play the worst music. I like classical, jazz and blues music, but we do this horrid kind of "cheap-swing" that makes your ears bleed. I got to play 4 Jazz chords today...it was beyond exciting?
I am so lucky that Lachlan Robbinson is in my music class, he is the best person you will ever meet in your life. His talent is beyond me. I am totally dreading next year for a few reasons; but the main one is that whilst I'm off to a new school, he stays at my current school. Music class without Lochie is a pointless and wasted. Not sure who i am going to have awesome jams with now but regardless no one could ever compair to him! Luckily we are in two developing bands together, so i deffinatly will still see him. But considering i have music 4 days a week, that leaves me a short 8 lessions left with him until the end. Didn't realize that even though most people at my school are complete douchers, there are some really amazing people who i will miss dearly. Sounds odd because i can see them out of school, it's not like I'm moving countries. But the majority of the time, we are at school. Alot of my memories will be from school and i would much rather share it with them than with anyone else. Anyways, today Lochie played me the song he wrote me for my birthday, it was easily one of the best gifts i recieved. It was written so well and played perfectly.
Speaking of gifts..I'm deffinatly more of a sentimental-gift loving person. Out of all the stuff I recieved, the best would be a wonderful letter from the great, Patrick Gengler, who i love more than words! The song Lochie wrote me which was amazing, a pair of pointy shoes i ranted about and wanted for yonks from Dee and a box of some of my favourite things from Adele.
To be honest, i didn't want anything at all for my birthday, but since these people are very persistant in gift-giving they did a more then wonderful job in getting the perfect things.
Anyways, to sum things up. Lochie is the best, i hate school and write me something.
(L)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Vegan
Hiii,
Well I've been vegetarian for over a year now because i strongly disagree with the inhumane way animals are treated. Not just the way they are slaughtered but their general living conditions are beyond horrific. I finnally got my shit together and officially decided to go vegan. If I'm going to be vegetarian for that reason, i may aswell do it properly. So i walked myself down to IGA and got a few new things for my fridge like; soymilk and egg replacer and all that stuff. Then i went to this strange, little organic store where i got heaps of awesome vegetables and fruits and meds that will help me...not die due to lack of something, haha.
I also got a little stricter with the products i have been using such as shampoo&conditioner, making sure i get the brands that are not animal tested and mostly organic.
Fairly excited to start this new-and-improved diet and hopefully will be able to influence or encourage people to do the same, or at least look into it. You should really do some reasearch into animal cruelty because it's more common that you think and if we all put our heads together we have more then a good chance of making a differance.
Other than that, i have had two days off of school this week for no reason. I think my mum has started to realise how misterable I am when I'm there. So the last 48 hours I've been both sleeping and writing a new song which i am excited to share with Lochie when they are up to scratch. I wish i could sit in my room all day and write music and do nothing else, it's what i want to do for the rest of my life. The time i spend not doing that is time wasted.
Anyways, can't really be bothered writing any more because I am going to work on this song now.
(L)
Well I've been vegetarian for over a year now because i strongly disagree with the inhumane way animals are treated. Not just the way they are slaughtered but their general living conditions are beyond horrific. I finnally got my shit together and officially decided to go vegan. If I'm going to be vegetarian for that reason, i may aswell do it properly. So i walked myself down to IGA and got a few new things for my fridge like; soymilk and egg replacer and all that stuff. Then i went to this strange, little organic store where i got heaps of awesome vegetables and fruits and meds that will help me...not die due to lack of something, haha.
I also got a little stricter with the products i have been using such as shampoo&conditioner, making sure i get the brands that are not animal tested and mostly organic.
Fairly excited to start this new-and-improved diet and hopefully will be able to influence or encourage people to do the same, or at least look into it. You should really do some reasearch into animal cruelty because it's more common that you think and if we all put our heads together we have more then a good chance of making a differance.
Other than that, i have had two days off of school this week for no reason. I think my mum has started to realise how misterable I am when I'm there. So the last 48 hours I've been both sleeping and writing a new song which i am excited to share with Lochie when they are up to scratch. I wish i could sit in my room all day and write music and do nothing else, it's what i want to do for the rest of my life. The time i spend not doing that is time wasted.
Anyways, can't really be bothered writing any more because I am going to work on this song now.
(L)
Monday, October 19, 2009
Number One.
Well, this is my first blog ever.
To be honest I'm not too sure why i even made this. I don't think i will ever be able to think of anything to blog about.
Hmmmm.. i have about 15 days left of school? Which is amazing. That hell-hole is the biggest waste of time. I am forced to learn about subjects that i have no interest in, subjects that i will never need in my life. I want to sit in my room and play/write music all day. The amount of stuff i could get done in that time i waste at school is insane.
Speaking of music, what happened to Enter Shikari and NevershoutNever?
Enter Shikari's new songs are beyond awful in comparison to their old stuff. I was so excited to see them at Soundwave next year, but I'm assuming it's going to be one of those 'promotion gigs' where everyone who hasn't already heard their new stuff can hear it. Not keen.
Christofer Drew is the biggest sell-out, ever! He was much better before everything became "sex sells". His lyrics used to be better when he sang about REAL things. I honestly think he spends more time straightening his hair and getting professional photos of himself than he does writing music.
Thank god for good ol' Dallas Green, he makes my day!
Well thats more then enough bull-shit for today.
byee
To be honest I'm not too sure why i even made this. I don't think i will ever be able to think of anything to blog about.
Hmmmm.. i have about 15 days left of school? Which is amazing. That hell-hole is the biggest waste of time. I am forced to learn about subjects that i have no interest in, subjects that i will never need in my life. I want to sit in my room and play/write music all day. The amount of stuff i could get done in that time i waste at school is insane.
Speaking of music, what happened to Enter Shikari and NevershoutNever?
Enter Shikari's new songs are beyond awful in comparison to their old stuff. I was so excited to see them at Soundwave next year, but I'm assuming it's going to be one of those 'promotion gigs' where everyone who hasn't already heard their new stuff can hear it. Not keen.
Christofer Drew is the biggest sell-out, ever! He was much better before everything became "sex sells". His lyrics used to be better when he sang about REAL things. I honestly think he spends more time straightening his hair and getting professional photos of himself than he does writing music.
Thank god for good ol' Dallas Green, he makes my day!
Well thats more then enough bull-shit for today.
byee
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